The world we have created is a product of our thinking; it cannot be changed without changing our thinking. -Albert Einstein

Friday, 14 August 2020

Killing Eve

 


I just finished watching all the three seasons of this series yesterday and I must say, Phoebe Waller-
Bridge (Fleabag fame) has not disappointed being the head writer of season one and one of the executive producers of this show. The concept is old but has a fresh air to it by introducing women lead protagonists. The queer angle to it is the perfect icing on the cake and works well by adding novelty to the otherwise “usual mouse and cat chase” plot.

What is impressive is how they have dealt with the background story of all the major characters
including the cold blooded serial killer/assassin Villanelle played spectacularly by the English actress
Jodie Comer and the focused MI6 agent Eve played by the wonderful Sandra Oh (Grey’s Anatomy fame).
Jodie Comer has done such a brilliant job whether it is her funny punches, accents or looking dead
straight in the eye lacking any sense of empathy, it makes you to dread her as well as want to be friends
with her at the same time. I haven’t seen very often such range of expressions and it’s an absolute
delight to watch her even while she’s murdering her targets brutally onscreen. She’s dressed stylishly
living the “hippy life” in fancy apartments in Paris and Barcelona, travelling all across Europe as a paid
killer for “The Twelve” making it all seem somehow cool yet ghastly.

I honestly just had eyes for her in the entire series and Jodie Comer is undoubtedly the star of the series.
I would want to see more of her in different characters and roles ahead. I somehow feel it would be nice
to see Andrew Scott (Jim Moriarty in BBC’s Sherlock and the hot priest in Fleabag fame) and
Jodie Comer together onscreen.

Sandra Oh is consistent and has given a sincere performance as the dedicated MI6 agent who later gets
obsessed with catching Villanelle and eventually just gets obsessed with the entire idea and persona of
villanelle. The chemistry between the two is steamy and sizzling and towards the end you kind of start rooting for them to end up together romantically as well.

The other characters worth mentioning are those of Konstantin played by Kim Bodina and Carolyn
played by Fiona Shaw.Both have done justice to their parts. Especially striking is the relationship between
Konstantin (Villanelle’s handler for The Twelve and mentor) and Villanelle which makes you to think that
you can be close to someone and care about them yet not trust them. Fiona Shaw’s portrayal of a coveted and respected MI6 agent Carolyn who takes her work more seriously than her personal relationships including that with her children Kenny and Geraldine is well balanced and to the point.

Interestingly all the three seasons of the series have different head writers, each of them being females.The head writers have written all their characters especially the female ones whether its Villanelle, Eve, Carolyn or even Dasha (another of Villanelle’s handler for The Twelve and former mentor) played by Harriet Walter with a certain nuance giving them multiple layers. You can clearly witness very different sides of the same person and yet be convinced that these layers are not imposed unnecessarily and infact seem natural.

Personally for me, it left me with a message as Eve says to Villanelle in the end “I think we all have
monsters inside of us, it’s just that most people manage to keep theirs hidden.”

Friday, 5 June 2020

Yeh daur

ये कैसा दौर आ रहा
क्यों सृष्टि रुष्ट हो रही
क्यों धरती है यूँ रो रही
अबोध जानवर भी क्यों
मानवता में विश्वास खो रही

यह कैसा दौर आ रहा
महामारी का प्रकोप है गहरा रहा
प्रवासी कामगार भी ,विवष हुआ घबरा रहा
क्यों धरती इतना कपकपा रही
किस आकस्मिक घटना की ओर चिता रही

क्यों चक्रवात है आ रहा
घरों ,खेतों को यूँ अपने में समा रहा
क्यों टिड्डियाँ यूँ मंडरा रहीं
विध्वंस्ता का राग गा रहीं

यह कैसा दौर है आ रहा
क्यों वातावरण में मची है त्राही
क्यों डरे सहमे से  चार दीवारी  में बैठे हैं राही
क्या कलयुग का अंत है आ रहा ?

यह कैसा दौर है आ रहा
क्या कल्की सामने आएगा
इन विषमताओं से शरण दिलाएगा
या अंत है यह किसी अंतहीन समय का
या मानव कुकर्मो का निष्कर्ष यह

क्या फिर एक मौका मिल पायेगा ?
क्या फिर एक नया दौर आएगा ?
जब मनुष्य मानवता पूर्ण पुनः कहलाया जायेगा। 

Monday, 8 July 2019

Dear Father...

Mellow lies I tell myself each time
Hushing the voice inside
As memories strike,sleepless nights
Farewell my father, bidding you goodbye.

Losing a love, unconditional love,a love one of a kind
Coming to terms with the truth,it's not just a dream anymore
With a heavy heart,maybe a broken one too
Farewell my father, bidding you goodbye.

I hope you knew you were always loved, especially by me
I hope you knew you were always respected by anyone and everyone who knew you
I wish there was a way to tell you that you will always be in our memories.
Farewell my father, bidding you goodbye...now and forever...

Monday, 17 December 2018

Happiness

Don't you wonder at some point, about happiness?
But what is happiness after all?
Some say its a state of mind, others say its a feeling divine, rest say its a way of life.
I say happiness is a hot cup of tea watching the winter sun arrives.
Happiness is curling in your bed with nothing specific on your mind.
Happiness is kindness with all you might.
A kind smile, a friendly talk or a nod of understanding benign.
A gentle hug or a funny shrug.
A walk at dusk or a puppy's yawn.
A baby's gaze or a  room full of book shelves maze.
A broken heart picking up its pieces, ready to heal; ready to feel.
A song or a movie that made you laugh or even cry in joy or in nostalgia
Happiness is coming home after a long tiring day at work to the people that make you feel at home.
Happiness is finding home in people and clinging on to them no matter what.
So don't go out about looking for your perfect idea of happiness.
Happiness is simply what you want happiness to be...


Sunday, 15 April 2018

Justice for humanity

Her spirit as wild as the horses she led,
Her soul pure and free full of gentle innocence
Beyond the norms of the world
Beyond the knowledge of right and wrong or good or bad
She knew no religion and cetainly nothing about the brutality she would be subjected to
Tender as a livid drop of mist on the rose petal
The girl with a chaste glow on her face and with those big serene eyes
May you find peace in heaven little girl,because Earth has been far too cruel to you,cruel beyond words
May you find comfort beyond the seven skies where "God" lives
The same "God"in whose name we fight and satisfy our political agendas and reason out our insanity.
And if that "God" does really exist,may justice for you and for humanity prevail.
चाँद पे ले चलो यार मेरे 
नदियों का झिलमिल पानी 
ये सुनहरे बादलों की सेज पे सवार 
ले चलो कहीं दूर यार मेरे। 

भीगे पत्तों से टपकता बारिश का पानी 
मिट्टी की सौंधी खुशबू महकाती हर सांस को 
सूरज ढलने को है राज़ी 
चाँद पे ले चलो यार मेरे। 

तारों से करेंगे पहेलियाँ 
सपनों से करेंगे यारी 
धीरे से रात कट जाएगी यह 
पलकें होंगी भारी भारी 
चाँद पे ले चलो यार मेरे। 

खेलेंगे ख़यालो से लुका छुपी 
फुरसत की गठरी रख कर सर पे 
कर लो तैयारी यार मेरे 
चाँद पे ले चलो यार मेरे। 

Note: These lines are inspired by the song "Indian Summer" by Jai Wolf.

Tuesday, 27 March 2018

The End of the F***ing World


So I just ended up watching an entire  8 episode series in one sitting. It’s named as “End of the F***ing World”. The series is a teenage drama but it stayed with me all along the entire time I watched it, so much so that I wrote this little piece right after I ended up watching the last and the final episode of this Netflix original drama.

This is not a spoiler neither does this write up qualifies entirely to be a review of the show.So assume,its neither a spoiler nor a review . Today was one of my low days. You know some of those few days when you feel you just want to leave everything and probably don’t have a plan for a  little while or maybe just don’t do anything at all. Well I was technically working from home and I did try to finish up some pending work but this show just stuck with me and I couldn’t stop once I started watching it.
Two teenagers ,uprooted family backgrounds, the guy supposedly a psychopath and the girl with unresolved anger. All of it sounds like a sad and a gloomy drama. It was more than that about the show which made it unique and compelling enough for me to pen down my thoughts about it.How two unknown people with similar backgrounds come close to each other and save each other is the underlying theme of the plot all through the entire show. The soundtrack of the show is also to look out for.
I guess we all need a James or an Alyssa in our lives after all right?Someone to save us from the world and from ourselves when things sometimes don't seem to work out the way you wanted or thought of.Someone to cuddle with in the middle of the night.Someone to help you feel things and feelings you never felt or you though you could never feel.Someone to feel free with and to be truly yourself with at the same time.James and Alyssa make an intriguing,weirdly odd yet a comfortable couple who tend to grow on you over time during the course of the show.I loved the show and though I said earlier,this is not a review but I would definitely recommend watching this one.


Ps: Do listen to the song “Hard feelings” by Lorde with editing of certain memorable scenes of the show and the track “Laughing on the outside” by Bernadette Carrol once you are done watching the show